Blackbird by Jessica Turner

For years, Jessica Turner thought she had overcome her darkness. She had survived depression and anxiety since childhood, found her wings, and was finally flying free—or so she believed. But when she discovered boxes of old journals tucked away in her past, she came face to face with a truth she had been avoiding: she had never truly healed. She had only learned to cope.

Inspired by The Beatles' "Blackbird"—a song that became her companion through the darkest nights—Jessica invites you into the raw, unfiltered pages of her life. From the haunting words of her eleven-year-old self to the patterns that followed her into adulthood, she traces the invisible threads of mental illness that shaped her story.

Blackbird is not a memoir of triumph over adversity. It's something far more honest: a journey through the messy, nonlinear reality of living with depression and anxiety. With vulnerability and wisdom hard-won through decades of struggle, Jessica offers no quick fixes or false hope. Instead, she provides something more valuable—companionship in the darkness and practical tools for survival.

Whether you're in the depths of your own night or supporting someone who is, this book is an invitation to stop pretending you're already free and start doing the real work of learning to fly.

Your wings are waiting.

But first, you have to face what's been keeping you grounded.